Sunday, October 24, 2010

Try and Try and Try again

I try and try and try again and still can't get past 1/4 of the way in on the last one I'm going to use. I can do the one before it just fine,but the last one hurts so much.
I'm just going to try and try and try again, I guess.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

3/4 a dilator away!

I've been working and it's been hard, but I think I'm getting closer. I've gotten the last dilator I'm going to use 1/4 of the way in. I'm hoping once it gets all of the way in, I'll be able to have sex!
I actually tried this weekend but, couldn't get it in at all and couldn't even find a position that I thought might work.
I've been having some trouble lately, but I think I'm back on my way!
My goal is still Mid-December.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Still working at it!

Still on dilator 3...
I've only been trying about once a week because I've been so busy at work. But, I'm making a vow to try at least 3 times a week from now on. Plus, my husband is able to play a more active role now because his job demands have slowed down. So, I'm hoping I will be able to have sex by mid-December. That is when our anniversary is. I don't want to go another anniversary without being able to have sex...

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Will this ever end?

Two steps back. I was only able to get dilator 3 in 1/4 of the way tonight. It hurts. I suck. I fail.