I'm allergic to KY

I can't use KY. I can't use regular. I can't use sensitive. It burns. After a two-week break, I started the exercises again today. I didn't have problems pushing it in, it just burned too much to continue.
I'll get more lube and try again.

Moving On Up

I moved up to dilator three today! I was only able to get it in a little, but that's a success! Once I complete dilator three and can get it in with ease, I think I will be able to start trying to have sex!Yeah!
News Resolution: Have sex!

Ovarian Cancer Awareness Month!

Hello,

First off, December is the month for Ovarian Cancer Awareness. Please visit www.ovariancancer.org to donate! Ovarian cancer is one of the most deadly cancers. Only 39 percent of women diagnosed survive 10 years!!!
This is a very important issue to me because it runs in my family.
On another note,
I am still make relative progress with the dilators. I can insert dilator two with no pain. I tried three today and could only barely barely get it in. So, I went back to two and started working on moving it in circles and moving it in and out.Hopefully, that will help stretch me, so three will be easier.
It has been almost six month now...

Nov. 28

I'm still making progress on dilator 2. :)

Still here

Hey,

I'm still here and still working. I went back down to dilator two and have had some progress. I was able to get it in tonight with barely feeling it. Once I can do that comfortabley multiple times, I will move back up to dilator three. Once I can do that with dilator three, I should be good to go.
It's been about five and a half months. It may be taking longer than I thought,but I will accomplish this goal!

Try and Try and Try again

I try and try and try again and still can't get past 1/4 of the way in on the last one I'm going to use. I can do the one before it just fine,but the last one hurts so much.
I'm just going to try and try and try again, I guess.

3/4 a dilator away!

I've been working and it's been hard, but I think I'm getting closer. I've gotten the last dilator I'm going to use 1/4 of the way in. I'm hoping once it gets all of the way in, I'll be able to have sex!
I actually tried this weekend but, couldn't get it in at all and couldn't even find a position that I thought might work.
I've been having some trouble lately, but I think I'm back on my way!
My goal is still Mid-December.